freakin' chelseaajaane: wow, why do i even care?!
i know i really shouldnt care but ugh.
every time i see your face i reminisce what we had and what we could have done, its my fault huh? i was shy and i didnt know what to do. but really, i was waiting for you. but i guess its my fault it really is. and because of me, this is why im feeling like this. right? you just dont understand, i guess you’ll never find out. i hope you read this. but you dont have a tumblr. whatever. oh and you lied to me, you tried blaming things on yourself, i knew you were lying. even one of youre homies told me. you know whats even worse? that morning, where you decided to throw everything away, i wrote a note, a real long note. i wish i gave it to you right when i saw you but i waited right till you left. you didnt even say bye to me. didnt even look at me. after you left you texted me. i guess you’ll never find out. we still talk, im glad about that, but youre confusing. you really are. im afraid to talk to you, imma just get caught up in the moment and then get all sprung and shit. whatever. by the way, i dont have the note anymore. i burned it, i regret burning it. i want to give it to you, so you know everything, so maybe, just maybe, we can re-start.
